Settled

I was late up today. Last night I finally heard from my relative, who works at Christie’s. I think I’ve come to a conclusion over whether or not to have the radiotherapy I’ve been offered. That is unless I’m told something that puts me off when the radiologist rings today for my decision. I’m intending to go ahead & have it.

I hate sitting on fences, filled with uncertainty. I almost prefer a wrong decision to the uncertainty. All weekend I’ve gone from one conclusion to another but I’ve finally settled. Now I just have to let the hospital know & they will be ringing today for my decision. I’ve got my balance back with the result I slept better last night, hence not getting up until o late.